At times I’m not sure why the fuck I’m here. I watch these girls, yah they are green but so was I. It’s not like they don’t need me they’ve got B and all and their watchers. I guess I thought things would be different. Feelin’ like a fuckin’ baby sittin’ service.
Again I go out so B can be with the fish. Always been jealous of everythin’ she’s had and I haven’t. Maybe that’s it .. maybe I’m just jealous …or not.